FRUSTRATED…….
………is probaby the best word to describe my feelings at the moment!
Daughter is here all day every day – and driving me just a little bit crazy! I had an argument with her yesterday (not really an unusual event!) because I was nagging her about getting a job. I do tend to nag her a lot about getting a job – partly for selfish reasons, because I do long for some space again. I enjoyed the time when she was at work too much! We fight over the computer as well – she has been on here most of the time the past few days and I can’t get near it. Time for blogging? No chance!
Her laptop has still not been repaired. After all the time I spent on the phone to my new friend from Dell in India ended up being futile because she needed a new hard drive, daughter took ages actually deciding to purchase one. Things were not helped by my husband telling us to buy one from a place about 30 minutes drive from here: when we finally got there last week, we found it was just a warehouse in a God-foresaken place in the middle of nowhere! We purchased the new hard drive okay, but the guy there was completely unhelpful! I asked him one little question – but he obviously was not going to help me at all and, in fact, the brief reply he gave me was incorrect, causing me a lot of trouble when I was attempting to insert the new hard drive yesterday.
At the end of my dealings with Dell, they sent me an e-mail saying that if I replied to it they would help me with setting everything up again. I think I could probably re-install Windows with the help of some instructions I printed out, but I am not sure whether I would remember which drivers to install from the time I did it with the help of my Indian friend. So, I e-mailed them on Wednesday and was hoping they would ring yesterday as the e-mail said they usualy get back to you within 24 hours. I have now got to wait in again to see if they ring today. Maybe we just left it too long before replying to the e-mail: they didn’t give a time limit though! I just hate having to do all this……..
Apart from frustrations relating to daughter and her computer, I have been doing my best to injure myself! First of all, on Monday I discovered I had hurt my ankle – the one I broke a few years ago! Some days previously, I had knocked it on a door: I didn’t think too much of it at the time because it always hurts a lot when I knock it now and the ankle bone really sticks out to a sharp point (there are metal screws and bolts inside and my husband always worries in case these are suddenly going to emerge from my skin!). Anyway, it wasn’t until Monday that I discovered that the knock had actually broken the skin and left a scab and it was still quite painful.
Then, on Tuesday just before Table Tennis, I fell over in my kitchen! I was carrying a big basket of washing and fell over a bag of apples (my daughter had got some shopping earlier and I had put everything else away – but I forgot the apples!). The way I fell is a bit of a puzzle to me – I must have fallen forewards first, because I banged both my knees (and have the bruises to prove it!), but then I somehow fell backwards and ended up on my back. That was the most painful part, because as I went suddenly backwards a muscle at the back of my left leg went into spasm and really hurt me. Hubby and I both thought I had done some serious damage – but amazing I escaped without any serious after-effects. I even went ahead with our visit to our Table Tennis club as planned!
That very night though, I went and walked into something (the bag containing our table tennis bats!) when on the way back from the loo in the dark – and again knocked my bad ankle. It felt very weird for a few hours afterwards – but seems to be fine now and the scab is still in place! We were so relieved I was okay after all these escapades – especially as I am off to Croatia (with the dental tourist and his boss) next Thursday!
I am very depressed about the weight situation at the moment. I don’t seem to be getting anywhere, in spite of my efforts on the bike. There seems no end to my frustrations here…….
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UPDATE I got the hard drive in and started to try to re-install Windows, only to get a message saying there was no hard drive there! Now I am worried that I damaged the hard drive when putting it in. The unhelpful guy in the warehouse place told me I didn’t have to remove anything from the old hard drive, so I tried slotting the new one in just as it was. I soon saw that he was wrong! But then I couldn’t it out again. I had to use a screwdriver to remove it – but I then discovered that the screwdriver had marked the metal. It was only at the back of the drive and I thought it wouldn’t matter – but maybe the whole thing is damaged after all. It cost £80 something pounds too!
These events seem to have proved to be the last straw for me. I got really depressed and was tearful all day. It wasn’t really about the hard drive; just about everything is getting to me at the moment………….
I didn’t feel well all day either and have a bit of pain in my side. It feels like I have strained something. Maybe it is delayed reaction from the fall on Tuesday? Anyway, I was unable to use my exercise bike today. There seems to be something forever getting in the way of my good intentions!
We are off to the B&B near Stansted on Wednesday evening. We fly out to Croatia early Thursday morning and are returning the following Tuesday. Hubby isn’t looking forward to it because he is having a lot of work done to his teeth. Maybe the break will do me good though. I certainly hope so!